erraticsoul

The blog of this individual has been skewed in so many different ways, & was not reflective of the individual writing at this very second. Vic is no longer Vic, a female confused, befuddled, depressed, unenlightened, I have transformed, morphed, changed; if you will. I am ZaKwan, ZaKwan being Arabic for intuitive, my real name amongst all of the names I have been called; I have no Muslim association. I am a transgendered male, a boi, not female, not her, she, or anything feminine, and I refuse to be called anything less than a man. With such gender identity issue, ensues many questions. I'll try to deflect as many as possible, because honestly, most only want to know if I'm going to have a dick and nuts, cock and a sack, penis and testicles, and that's all. - and if you think that that is all that a man is -- you need to reevaluate the difference of  sex and gender.

PSA. what has been written in this blog in the past will not be erased it serves as a reminder as to who I was, and this shows who I am now, this blog will contain the ramblings, admiration of sorts, & general inconsistinces, and updates from a well-read and spoken young man.

its hardly simple - its just simply hard?
or is it?

wow i almost died.
in a car accident
the whole hood flew off my ex girlfriends car
while we were going down the highway
going back to rowan.
aint that some shit?